From Now and Then

8/15/2010 12:49:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros

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Have you ever felt yourself as an useless person? Well if you haven't, then you're lucky. Cause I did, many times in fact, and right now I'm feeling it again. I have nothing. I'm not skillful in anything, I don't have a good appearance, I don't run after my goals, and as everyone says I easily quit things. So I guess the problem is within me, maybe I'm all wrong, maybe I deserve nothing at all, I don't know, and I hate being like this, but what can I do to change it? Many things I know, but I'm to lazy to make the first move, I'm too idiot, too incompetent, I'm such a looser. Well,  I'm gonna end up like this, as a looser, and I'm getting used with this idea, sometimes I wish I was never born, things would be easier, right? I'm too coward even to finish up myself. 
Where do I go? What to do? Who am I? All I have are those question that echoes inside of me, and every time they come up in my mind, I get hurt deep within for not having the answers, and maybe, I'll never answer them.... 


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Heart

5/27/2010 03:46:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros

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What is it? If I tear open your chest, Will I see it inside? If I shatter your skull, Will I see it there? You damn humans speak so easily of it, almost as it.... I see this thing in my hand, Is this the heart? (Ulquiorra Schiffer)

Well I was wondering, what Heart is or what it represents to me. The Heart is more than just one more organ, maybe it is something beyond our body, our comprehension. The Heart, to me, is my strength to carry on, my hope of better days, the unbreakable will of never giving up.

Where do you think that "Heart" is? When you and I interact with each other, a Heart is born between us for the first time. It is not in the body. When you think of something, when you thing of someone, a Heart is born there. Suppose you are the only person in the world, there wouldn't be a heart anywhere, would there?  ( Shiba Kaien)

I kinda agree with Kaien, we all need someone else to establish the Heart, alone we are nothing but walking flesh and bones, but together we can be more than that, we grow and develop ourselves. The Heart is our precious treasure, and we all need to protect it. You, my friend, you have a piece of it, a piece of my own Heart and I have ours as well, so while we keep those parts save, even if we die, our Hearts will remain in this world, with your friends. Right now, my Heart is here, and there is no other place I'd like to be! Where is your Heart?
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Five Times Beating Heart

5/26/2010 01:18:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros

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O q vc faria c vc pudesse viver cinco vidas diferentes?


Bom, eu não sei ao certo o que faria, tem tanta coisa, eu seria um marinheiro e viajaria por todo o globo, ou ainda poderia ser um mangaká, eu falaria com pessoas que eu não conheço, iria sonhar algo novo todo dia, poderia dançar na chuva, não ter medo de amar, ir no insano todo dia, compor uma música, rir das piadas sem graça, ser especial pra alguém, ir na loja mais cara da cidade e comprar tudo e depois presentiar meus amigos, confabular com o luar, lutar pelo o que eu quero, ter uma ideologia nova, aprender a andar de bicicleta, ver mais o pôr-do-sol. Putz muita coisa mesmo! Mas o q importa é q faria tudo isso cinco vezes, e por cinco vezes eu diria que a vida vale a pena ser vivida do jeito que ela é!

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Previous On Me!

5/26/2010 01:21:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros

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Muita coisa aconteçeu desde a última vez q eu escrevi algo aki, muita coisa mesmo! Meus pais mudaram pra Caiena, eu começei um curso d Françês, quase tive um emprego, larguei na reta final, mas não me arrependo, emagreçi uns 10 kilos, quase me mato sem querer querendo, pessoas distante de mim ganharam espaço e pessoas q estavam perto acabaram indo pra longe! Mas nem tudo são mudanças, eu ainda não sei o q fazer da vida, ainda leio Bleach, ainda tenho as mesmas discusões sem findamentos com o Hoshino, ainda gasto no cartão mais do q eu posso pagar, ainda acho o amor um sentimento besta, e mesmo assim, ainda amo as mesmas pessoas!
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