Hurt
11/08/2009 09:05:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
Enjoy it
Say it Even If Nobody Hears!
11/01/2009 11:13:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Yo! I got a feeling.... a feeling deep inside! And I want to share with everybody, with the world, I just wanna say thanks for everyone in my life! For every little moment that you have afforded me. You have no idea how you're important to me. The ones who are still with me, the ones who are gone. Thanks. For being there, for share a few seconds or a whole life with me, I'll never forget you. Thanks Karla for being my oldest friend, even we're away now we have so much childhood's memories, you and all those guys from school, we have something unique that are only ours, we grew up together. Thanks Leo for teach me how do not be a friend, I learnt a lot from you, and if I still believe in people, it's all because of you. Thanks Ana Carla and Saulo, my first time trying alcoholic drinks hehehe such a evening at Compania Paulista. Thanks Dark, Cintia, Cilas, Bruno and all the other guys from we82, where are you now? Those weekends and "summer" vacations are still in my mind, everyday was new adventure, a new game to play. Thanks Alana, Gisele, and Marquitinho for those vacations at Mosqueiro, they were funny after all. Thanx Bela for being all those years here, by my side, I'm really lucky to be you as a friend. Thanks Alê for made me feel in love again,Thanks Jake to make me see things clearly and I was in doubt. Thanks to Hoshino, for allow me to gettin' in his life and teach new things everyday, Thanks Rafitcha, she's the one who understands me better than anyone else in this world, Thanks to Markypaul, the borther I chose, and I blindfold trust him, Those last ones I'm not ashamed to say that I love them. The list are really huge, have you ever stopped to think about people who in some way helped you in your way? Well I had. Well that's it, right now I feel like a marching band, playing around a song, that goes right to people's heart! Yes I still the same fool! Good night!
Pour 赤い雨 - Red Post!
10/27/2009 11:17:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
"Grant me Peace of Mind"
Swing! Swing! We went through the night!
10/26/2009 01:34:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Last Saturday night I was talking to a friend that I don't see since 2007's vacations, and that fact was kinda curious. 1st 'cause I was going bed when she got online, and then she started to talk, well we talked about things that happened since the last time we saw each other and what we are going to do from now, but that night, I was kinda inspired, and she started to complain about some problem, involving people who lets us down, and we can not trust. Well I told her that I already felt that like a thousand of times, because to me is to easy to trust in people, and most of the time, people I trust just don't give a damn to me, and that's really frustrating, I hate it. But I told her that it's life, we don't create any rule, but we need to follow the ones that are imposed to us. No one cares if we like it or not. Well, as I said, I was very inspired that night and we kept talking about it all for a long, long time and she got really surprised about what I was telling her, her words:
"Boy, I did not know that you were that smart and wise, when I met you, you were so funny and making jokes, you look different now." I told her that in fact I'm this way, you know, if you make jokes, or look happy some way you got people's attention for awhile, but in fact I'm not that joker that everyone think I am. It's just a mask, last Sunday at Centro Ita, I was not that happy, I was being me, but people just don't understand, or rather they prefer me to be the joker, I don't know and to tell you the truth I don't care, they're just people playing the same game that I play, and some of them play better than me.
" Cause you can do it better than me
And I can't do it better than you"
Because I Was Born For This...
10/16/2009 08:47:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
As vezes acho que não nasci pro curso que eu faço! Sei lá! Ser professor não é algo que eu goste, a vida é mais do que ensinar e ensinar! Eu prefiro aprender, sabe, é mais fácil, dá menos trabalho, ensinar não é algo que eu queria, não mesmo! E isso reflete muito no meu desempenho nesse curso, mas fazer o que, ou eu estudo isso, ou nada. Por isso vou levando esse curso, aos trancos e barrancos... E assim a vida segue... As vezes fico chatiado comigo mesmo, pq mesmo que eu quisesse eu nunka ia ser um bom professor, e acho que tem muita gente que concorda comigo, mas tudo bem, eu já levo a minha vida sempre recebendo tudo calado, sem responder nada, não vou fikar chatiado com isso... O que eu fico mais chatiado é em achar um propósito pra mim, o que fazer, pra onde ir, essas coisas. Ahhhh pq isso é tão complikado? Eu queria fazer alguma coisa mais louvável, algo maior, mas essa sensação é como tentar abrir uma porta trancada, por mais que eu tente, ela não abre e eu não acho as minhas respostas.... Como eu queria ser alguém mais fácil de lidar! Será que um dia, eu vou ser alguém melhor? Será que eu vou fazer alguma coisa da qual eu me orgulhe? Não sei... O pior é que o relógio não para por causa de decisões erradas.
Sunday, Holiday and Movies.
10/12/2009 09:55:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
Where Do They Care, It's Called Home
10/04/2009 02:42:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Yes, I'm weak, in fact I'm weaker than I thought! But that's okay, I still have no right to feel anything, I'm a monster after all, I see this into people's eyes, they look at me as I'm a monster something that should be vanished from the world. Yeah, I'm a monster, so I have no right to feel anything at all, I'm not supposed to dream, or have any kind of feeling, it's forbidden. We, monsters, only exist to be the villain, we're faded to be the ones whose must be defeated, so once we're gone people can be happy again, while I'm alive, people will always get afraid to look at me, talk to me, think of me.... be my friend. But that's okay, this is me, I can't change nothing at all. I can't change the fact that I'm not good on nothing, sports, studies, funny things, relations, nothing. So I just want to get in a place where I find monsters like me, the excluded from society, if I find this place, will they care about me there? Can call this place as my home? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. I'm so tired to be a cute monster, I wanna be the monster I am, deep inside. I am really tired of trying to make people recognize that I exist, that I'm real, and I don't understand why I care so much about it, it's getting me crazy, I am locked in my own thoughts and I can't flee. Linkings, important people, love! Do I like them? Is this the reason that make me stay? Do I need them? Is it because of them that my real me, my monster, still sleeping? To many questions and no answers at all, as I said before I'm weak... and I cannot even shed a tear or smile.
ただいま
ただいま
Shatter, Kyouka Suigetsu
10/01/2009 02:41:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Hey, Can I sit here, by your side? You don't need to talk to me, that's okay for me. If I just have you here, my world is complete, so please don't go away from me, I know, I'm boring most of the time, and I'm disposable as broken glass, and I don't know how to change it, I want to be a bit more interesting, I want to make you laugh and be happy, but I know I cannot do that.
But don't worry, I won't feel blue, I do not have the right of such a thing, I don't deserve nothing at all, right? I'm just a soul that suffers for been caged, and I'm caged in this body, my body. I don't have nothing to offer to you, I'm not good at anything at all, I'm just some pathetic guy, who thinks better than does about everything, about life. Don't leave me because of it,I know I have nothing and you, you just make me feel so good, so better, and that hurts me, to see that I don't move you, I don't reach at you as you do to me. I know I asked you to not talk to me, but sometimes, it's good to listen some words of care, worry, friendship or at least one acknowledgment for trying to stay by your side, ´cause you know, one day I may wake up from my hypnosis and leave you, if I do that will you perceive that I'm gone? Will you care? Sometimes I want to know the answers but I get afraid after all.
Well, I'll sit here anyway, and look at you as this world slowly changes its colours, To blue to white, white to gray and gray to orange, to orange to darker than black and then breaks into orange and then to blue again. I know one day we're gonna stand up and walk, to anywhere we need/want to go, but while we're here I'm gonna enjoy it, the most as I can, I'll enjoy it 'till the break of the dawn, 'till the next drink, 'till the next bus stop, 'till the end of hypnosis.
In the end I'm the one who says: 'Thanks'.
Sunday, Funny Sunday [2]
9/28/2009 07:26:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
Hey! Ontem fui no niver da Pamella, amiga minha desde lá dos primordios do ensino médio, quase que eu não ia, pro motivos de SEMAL, mas ainda bem que eu fui, fazia muito tempo que eu não me divertia tanto. Jogamos os games dos improváveis, hehehe, o meu "troca" foi hilário, depois que eu joguei ninguém mais conseguiu jogar, o "transforma" do Ramom tbm foi muito divertido, tbm quase infartei d tanto rir, realmente tava precisando relaxar mesmo, depois d tudo como sempre, acabamos jogando UNO e puttz ai a coisa rendeu, descobrimos q uma partida d UNO rende até piadas internas, q a Lalah acabou sendo excluida por não pegar as cartas, mas só d raiva ela ganhou a partida. Mas o mais legal foram as máscaras que a Pamella distriubiu, Pucca pras meninas e Garu, ou Pucco, pros meninos, ateh eu entrei no clima! Ehhhh concordo com o Ramom que disse q eu desapareço e perco essas loucuras quase toda semana, então tá não sumirei mais e sexta que vem é vadião e domingo, Morma! Bora farriar galera!
"Treinando pra fazer o cosplay em novembro"
バイ・マイ・サイ
9/27/2009 10:02:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
Youtube videos are getting common here, don't you think?
Bloom, Sakura ~ E7 AMV
9/25/2009 11:24:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
It's an AMV ( Anime Music Video) from the Tv show Eureka Seven, this show has such great songs, if you like anime's songs you should look for the Eureka 7's OST. By the way I like this Tv show, it's really good, but like Evangelion, I expected more from the ending, but different from Evangelion, I could understand the ending after all, so enjoy the video, and if you have the opportunity to watch the Tv show and listen the OST, do it, you're gonna enjoy a lot. that's all see ya!
EUREKA SEVEN - SAKURA AMV
I Think I Did It
9/24/2009 07:55:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Acho que finalmente achei um tema pro meu TCC, algo que já tinham me sugerido mas não tinha levado muita fé, mas hoje na aula, sei lá, resolvi arriscar e meter a cara! O tema em questão é: Ensinando Inglês através de mangás! XD! weird I know! Espero que algum professor queira me orientar sobre esse assunto, mas vamô que vamô dessa vez esse TCC sai!
"Thinking ahead, seeking the future." Drawing by Renan_Ishin
One Video More
9/22/2009 06:45:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Wanted[2]
9/21/2009 09:12:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
The name of the band is SPITZ and the song is called 8823!
iPodの曲, 何を君のですか
9/19/2009 10:02:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
Hey みんな! Tava pensando em alguma coisa pra escrever aqui quando me veio esse inspiração! Música! Ou melhor seus beneficios sobre minha pessoa! Pois é, tudo pode faltar, internet, dvd's, cinema, até amigos [nem todos], mas música não! Ninguém me separa dos meus fones e mui Ipod! xD! toda a minha vida musical tah lah, desde bandas indies, passando por animes-songs, mpb e músicas dos anos 80 xD! Não sei o que seria de minha vida sem esses gigabytes de música, que eu passo horas e horas ouvindo, e outras horas na net procurando por músicas novas pra ir enchendo meus bytes livres. Minhas songs podem até ser, tipo, nobody-knows-this-song/band/singer, mas ainda assim eu adoro elas, é tão bom andar por ai com os fones mo maximo, ouvindo minhas músicas perferidas, dirigir ao som delas, ou até mesmo me jogar na minha cama e ficar horas com os fones, isso é relaxante, faz com que me sinta melhor, ou se for alguma música depre, me afoga mais ainda em mágoas, me dá forças quando eu preciso, embala meu sono ou me faz lembrar de pessoas, ou lugares especias. Por isso eu vou colecionando música por música, tanto q algumas músicas eu até ganhei já hehehe sim, eu ganhei músicas, muitas do Carlos, hehe, algumas da Sue e até do Hoshino e da Tina eu já ganhei música ( vários albuns do the pillows) hehe ta ai um presente que eu não recuso! boom era isso deixa eu ir atualizar meu Itunes de novo hehehe ateh mais! また後で
"Play it Out Louder!"
I Do Prefer...
9/15/2009 08:34:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Poucas palavras mas que refletem o que eu sinto!
To my greenish brother, sorry if I said something that sounded really weird and idiot!
At the end of the day.
9/15/2009 05:12:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Hey! Mais um pacato dia vai se esvaindo. Que tarde bonita faz aqui, choveu bastante, ainda bem pq, deu pra aguentar um pouco mais o calor dessa cidade! Agora a tarde tá tão calma que dá até vontade de dormir, só os passarinhos aqui perto que quebram o silêncio do entardecer chamando uns aos outros numa sinfonia inteligivel... Como tá ainda meio nublado, hje vai ser meio difícil ver o pôr-do-sol, mas tudo bem, amanha tem d novo. Pois é, e eu aqui tentando fazer um resumo pra entregar amanhã, nem lembrava que tinha que fazer isso hehehe! Outra coisa que aconteceu hje foi que minha viagem de intercambio finalmente vai sair ano que vem! Aeeeee! Bora torçer pra tudo dá certo!
"My heart is in peace after all"
The seasons have changed...and so have we.
9/14/2009 12:44:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
Hoje fui fazer um cadastro num site e a primeira coisa que perguntaram é sobre minha definição! Acho que na internet tudo e todos se definem neh? Não gosto disso, definições limitam as pessoas, hje posso gostar de coisas que ontem eu odiava, minhas idéas podem mudar, minha visão de mundo muda todo dia, então pra que me defenir? Do que adianta eu colocar q sou cara feliz, se as vezes eu choro? Ou se sou alguém triste se tbm tenho meus momentos alegres, me respondam pra que isso? Sou diferente pra cada um que me conheçe, muitas pessoas me consideram, alguns gostam de mim, poucos me tem como amigo e um número ímpar de pessoas me ama, então c vc quer uma definição minha, primeiro fale comigo, conheça minhas idéias, meu jeito, minhas loucuras, motivos e tristezas, depois vc mesmo me defina, dai cabe a vc me aceitar ou não. Porém diga não as definições de internet, elas são inúteis, gelidas e sem sentindo, ateh mesmo aki no Blogger tive que me definir, ou quase! Pois é, vou contra isso de sempre dizer quem eu sou... afinal, nada é estavél nesse mundo, algumas coisas perduram um pouco mais, mas nada é pra sempre, nem mesmo um perfil do Orkut! Bom eh isso! Ateh mais!
"Acho que agora sou só eu sentado sozinho num banco de praça."
Hello Sunshine
9/14/2009 06:43:00 AM Postado por Vini Barros
Bom dia mundo! Incrível como é difícil levantar-se segunda de manhã, ainda mais depois d fazer uma tremenda idiotice como ontem, será que um dia, isso vai passar? I hope so, ateh pq existem coisas mais importantes do que, bem, eu! Por hora é isso! Just say hello sunshine e continue andando, there's no way back. Quro voltar pra cama, e ficar lá o resto do dia!
"I'm a minger so come on I want to ming with you"
The Next Move is Unknown
9/12/2009 04:17:00 PM Postado por Vini Barros
I was reading an old book, the one I studied English, and I just opened into a page with this text bellow, I did not remember this passage of the book and I liked it, so I decided to post here.
"If I had my life to live over.
I'd try to make more mistakes.
I would relax.
I would be sillier than I have been this trip.
I know of very few things I would take seriously.
I would take more changes.
I would take more trips.
I would climb more mountains, swim more rivers and watch more sunsets.
I would eat more and less beans.
I would have more actual troubles and fewer imaginary ones.
You see, I am one of those people who live prophylactically and more sanely and sensibly.
Hour after hour, day after day.
Oh, I have had my moments and, if I had to do it over again, I'd have more of them.
In fact, I'd try to have nothing else, just moments, one after another.
If I had my life to live over.
I would start bare-footed earlier in the spring and saty that way later in the fall.
I would play hooky more.
I would ride on more merry-go-rounds.
I'd pick more daisies."
Well it's not too late to me I guess, I'll try to live my life a bit deeper from now.
